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i should be offline temporarily
when to go back - i still do not know
but for sure i will be

=)

!*

now it feels like everyone are quite far from where i stand now

i cannot feel anyone's presence, i cannot feel anyone's faces

no matter how much i try to be close, she still wants to move farther

for every step forward i take, there's two steps backward she makes

well, that's what i just feel

i hope that's not the reality

present declares my detachment to her - i can feel the freedom now

i may be happy, coz i can go back to my past

but looks like it's hard to do things that way

i've done things i must not do to her

i let her cry - the worst thing i did

now i'm the one who wants to cry for her

it feels like i don't want to talk about things like this

but it seems like i have to

sorry

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