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just went home after the party

oh, not home

took a sleepover, whould i say

i'm here in indonesia again

since the apartment is nearer than the house

=)

anywayz

looks like i feel a bit envy with her

she's so smart that i can feel the gap between us

i can feel the difference between us

and it's a lot wider difference than i have experienced

looks like the confidence is fading

now i'm doubting to continue or not

all i have to do is make everything stable

and improve myself for her to recognize me

she's still here, but i'm not sure if i'm there

oh well

wish me luck

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snippet 4

I love you
I love you
I love you

If only I can say this to you in person
*sigh*

But looks like
you're my first sacrifice

Yes, letting go is the worst, they may say
But I'm not letting go
I'm just giving you time
And so do I

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I'm awake
I'm awake

What a day, should I say
After all those dramatic things that girl did, she just simply said "sorry"
As easy as that!?!? My oh my
Oh well, it couldn't help
I'm a guy who accepts all, I think
And try to change everything to a nicer outlook, I think

But the reality is still there - most of my friends will leave the city
And go for an adventure of luck and achievement
And explore the new world of after school

Many have told me "you're supposedly be with them"
But we can't help it
past is past, reality is here
I'm not planned to graduate this year

Looks like this is one of the things I must accept
and make some actions to improve myself
I won't allow my current situation to ruin my future
I must make better moves before it's too late
I won't allow the reality to ruin my life
I will, and I must, do anything to change everything
Even if sacrifices are needed

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