snippet 2

i don't know why
but lately, i sleep early morning and wake up by afternoon
i know this is my usual lifestyle then =)
but not like now, which is almost everyday

anyone, help

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now what?

it's heart's day already
yet i heard nothing from her

looks like it's better not to think about it, rather than not to expect much
although i cannot escape from expectations

i dunno what's in my mind, but i can see flashes of what would probably happen
and these flashes, unfortunately, do not come true
always

oh well
this is life
expectations are allowed, but not meant to be

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happy hearts day to all of you guys

good thing people here in indonesia are sleeping
i can write as many as i can
:)

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snippet 1

just a realization

the more in a group are, the harder it would be stronger;

the lesser participants in a group are, the closer the bond to each other could be

just like in our* division

i did not actually see group 1** in a powerhouse bonding

unlike group 2** and group 3** (each group is composed of roughly tem persons) that usually go out together, bonded, as a whole group, not as small groups

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* i will be back to our division, and i know they would accept me - with open arms
** simply put, it's just an alias

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it's almost 12am
kinda bored
goo thing i'm done with my work
=)
im planning to do the work for tomorrow, so that i can wake up late
but i prefer doing it tomorrow
=)

anywayz
two days after would be valentine's day
yet i have no words from her, whoever you might think she may be

it's not that i'm expecting her to be free by that day, because she is too busy in her final months in college life

yes. she is a graduating student
good thing for her

waaaaaaaaaaah

now i miss her

tsk3

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hello guys!
this is my first post!
however, this post is nonsense
'coz i just want to put something here
hahaha

anywayz

this would be my personal diary blog
my apologies if you sometimes dont know who am i talking to
also
im trying not to put "period"
except for the last line

got it?
ahahaha

oh well

it's very early still
early in the morning
and yet i have too many things to do
:)

hope i can put something here tomorrow

thanks folks!
:)

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