!^

another realization

im the only one pushing everything to turn out just the way i expect them to be

got it? hahaha =)

lately [or i think even before], i always am the one doing everything
i act like a leader who would do the task once it hasn't been done
im a kind of a person who dont feel like ignoring everything that are not assigned to me
that's why i do such tasks not assigned to me
so that the project would be done the faster way

i think i have to change myself now
just a bit
i need to be more strict to myself [not to others]
i will try to do only the things i ought to do
i wont do such tasks not designed for me to do

i wont push myself to drive a car simply because i dont know how to drive
i wont push myself to belong to the group because i belong to another group
i wont push myself to act like a special one because i only am normal
just like you

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