!!

just went home after the party

oh, not home

took a sleepover, whould i say

i'm here in indonesia again

since the apartment is nearer than the house

=)

anywayz

looks like i feel a bit envy with her

she's so smart that i can feel the gap between us

i can feel the difference between us

and it's a lot wider difference than i have experienced

looks like the confidence is fading

now i'm doubting to continue or not

all i have to do is make everything stable

and improve myself for her to recognize me

she's still here, but i'm not sure if i'm there

oh well

wish me luck

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