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another sleepless night
i mean
another night i cannot sleep

i dont know, but looks like i've been too depressed with the current situation
in general

looks like i have to focus on my jobS now, and not think of any other things
but i really want to take the summer class

and i believe i can manage the time
and i know i can manage the time
and i can manage the time
and i have the time

i am an ambitious guy with a high-level pride, higher than anyone i know
i want to make things flow the way i want to, even though it's impossible
that's why i'm depressed

oh well
looks like i cannot do anything as of now
but to pray for our safety
and the consistency of my current job
as i am the current father of the family

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